I get really turned on listening to Muse and I really want to have sex with my boy while they’re playing in the background but for some reason I’m a little scared to bring it up. Don’t know why I’ve never been afraid to bring up what I like before.

I was getting out of the bathroom and to my surprise my boyfriend shoved me back in and said “where do you think you’re going?” he grabbed my hair and made me face the 3 way mirror. He began sucking my neck, playing roughly with my tits and rubbing my clit all while he gave me the most intense look through the mirror. He pulled up my skirt and shoved his cock deep inside my soaking pussy while grasping ahold a fistful of my hair- forcing me to look at myself getting fucked.

Last night I went to my friend Ben’s house with my current love interest, Paul. My ex boyfriend Matt was there, because he’s friends with Ben’s brother, David. Now for the story. Ben, Paul, and myself downed a bottle of vodka in less than an hour. Paul ended up passing out right away. At that point, Matt started being a dick to me, and my wasted self started sobbing. Ben came over to comfort me, and asked if I wanted to go to his car to get away from Matt. This, of course, is actually code for “let’s go fuck.” I said yes, but we ended up not going out there because I couldn’t find my shoe. Ben layed me down on the bed to go to sleep, but Matt was sitting in a chair only a foot from my face so I kept crying and reaching for him. Ben squeezed in on the edge of the bed to keep me from reaching for Matt. We cuddled as I cried myself to sleep. A few hours later, I was woken up when Paul layed down on my free side. My back was to him, and he started pulling down my pants. I was sandwiched between him and Ben, and very drunk, so I let it happen without saying anything. Then he started fucking me, while I was still snuggling Ben, and while Matt was RIGHT next to Ben. It was an AMAZING fuck. My gentle moaning woke Ben up, I guess, because when Paul was done fucking me, Ben started playing with my tits and fingering me. At first I thought it was Paul, but then I heard Ben whisper things like “spread your legs” and “I want you.” I began breathing heavily, waking up Paul, who joined his best friend Ben in playing with me. I wanted so badly to let sweet little virgin Ben fuck the shit out of me, but I was far too trashed to move, or even ask him to. I passed out while they played with my body. This morning, neither of them acted like they remembered it. And I’m sure Matt was awake for it. I hope it hurt him to know that I fucked Paul. Matt has always, even when I was dating him, been jealous of my close friendship with Paul. I want Matt to hurt like he hurt me. But holy shit, I pretty much had a threesome last night… While my ex boyfriend was right next to us. Well that’s a first.